the real battle : my labour experience

like what i've shared in this entry, the battle began when i found that i bleed at 4 a.m on the 24th September, Friday..

so, lepas entry tu ditulis, at around 11 a.m, mama texted me..suruh minum air selusuh..sebagai seorang yang kurang sabar (dah memang x sabar nak kuarkan baby lam perut walaupun contraction x kuat sangat masa tu), i laju jer minum air selusuh tu..

lepas minum air selusuh tu, iron baju2 kerja hubby, sambil dalam otak dok merencanakan ape lagi nak buat sementara nak tunggu betul2 sakit..

2 p.m : contractions mula kerap menjenguk..but seriously the back pain was more painful rather than the contraction itself..

4.30 p.m : contraction makin kerap..i cakap ngan hubby '"lepas maghrib nanti, boleh dah kot kita gi hospital" masa tu i rasa sakit & contraction kerap sangat..every 8-10 minutes macam tu..

5.30 p.m : ajak hubby pergi hospital IMMEDIATELY sebab rasa sakit sangat2..and memang x ley nak tunggu maghrib dah..dalam hati, i thought masa tu dilation sekurang-kurangnya dah 5-6 cm sebab sakitttttt sangat!!!

sampai hospital, terus pergi O&G unit, check dilation..

I WAS TERRIBLY SHOCKED!!!

sedangkan i punyer laa dah saket macam nak tercabut pinggang, the doctor said my dilation was only 2-3 cm..HUH????x bergerak pun dari pagi tadi tu..sedangkan sakitnyer tu dah jadi 18 kali ganda..subhanallah...

doctor tanya i ada minum air selusuh ker, i cakap jer laa "ya"..then she said "warded".

so, malam tu bermalam laa i di hospital..BUT x berjaya tido walau seminit..the pain keep going..texting with hubby yang sabar menunggu..i'm sure he's more than nervous!!!

25th September 2010, Saturday..

7.40 a.m - nurse buat routine check up and asked about the intesity of the pain..i mintak check servix dilation..

8.00 a.m - mintak hubby belikan breakfast..but all i took was only sekotak air dutch lady chocolate..xde selera nak makan.. sakit sangat..kunyah pun rasa perit..

8.20 a.m - the doctor came..bawak i masuk treatment room..servix dilation masa tu???x sampai lagi 4 cm!!!OMG!!!atas dosa apa laa Allah hukum aku macam ni??? for that, untuk percepatkan labour, doctor "tolong besarkan bukaan"..how she did that???tangan yang diseluk dalam cik V tu, guna dua jari dikorek2 supaya jalan lebih bukak!!!ok.DONE.4 cm.

8.50 a.m - masuk labour room..doctor pecahkan air ketuban..she said insyaallah lepas pecahkan ketuban dilation will increase 1 cm by an hour..WHAT????means i've to waitfor another 6 hour..

9.00 a.m - hubby masuk dalam labour room..join i..

9.50 a.m - check dilation.no progress..

10.50 a.m - servix dilation less than 5 cm..kena "korek" lagi jadi 5 cm..

12.50 a.m - servix dilation less than 6 cm..kena "korek" lagi jadi 6 cm..

kesimpulan dia, it took 2 hours for 1 cm dilation..x kan laa tiap jam doctor nak "korek" kan..i x putus berzikir..cuba ingat Allah..tapi wallahualam laa..kesan entonoks tu buat i pening2 lalat sket..in between that, called mama and abah..ask for their forgiveness..kot2 ada dosa yang buat i jadik camni ke kan..and i know they were crying too..i cakap kat hubby, jaga baby elok2 kalau ditakdirkan i x dapat tengok baby..i memang pasrah masa tu..

5.00 p.m - we asked doctor about epidural..sbb masa ni i mmg dah x boleh nak tahan sakit tu..rasa macam lagi 5 minit i akan mati..but EPIDURAL XDE ON WEEKENDS!!!because no specialist working..OMG!!!

6.20 p.m - servix dilation almost 8 cm..kena "korek" lagi..that's it 8 cm..

7.20 p.m - servix dilation 9 cm..no crowning langsung..doctor suruh pilih either terus go for ceaserean or to wait for another hour...which means, tunggu another 1 hour, kalau x bukak jugak, kena ceaser..coz max duration they can wait is only 12 hours after pecah ketuban..takut baby lemas..considering that the dilation never go 1 cm per hour for me, plus i might have no energy to push (x makan ape2 langsung satu hari), hubby terus choose to go for ceasarean..

8.00 p.m - masuk operation theatre..my spinal cord was injected at 3 points by the anasthetician..seriusly, SAKIT GILERRR!!!

8.50 p.m - i heard our baby cried..and i cried too..doctor tunjuk kat i, tanye baby boy or girl..i said "boy"..=)

his first shot with ayah..

and the battle begins..

last night susah giler nak tido..pusing kiri salah, pusing kanan salah..

contractions???

ada laa jugak, but still not so frequent..

around 3.45 a.m, i rasa cam nak kencing..tapi sebab malas, wait for few more minutes..*tunggu bladder betul2 penuh laa kononnya* but then, tiba2 rasa macam ada mende yang mengalir keluar from cik V..which is exactly the same feels like macam kita tengah period..

"aik, x kan I terkencing dalam seluar kot???"

cepat2 bangun and pergi toilet..

"aiyak!!its BLOOD on my panties!!"

rileks..rileks..rileks..

kejut hubby yang baru jer tido tu..n he was like refusing to go to the hospital..weh, boleh lak gitu laki aku neh??ngantuk laa tuh..sape suh tido lambat..*geram sekejap disitu* oohh..memang habit hubby i tido lambat kalau keesokan hari dia x keje..and he happens to take leave today..saje nak stand by kot2 baby nak kuar katanya..

tapi dalam x nak bangun, and mata merah menyala tu, dia bangun jugak laa..i siap2, terus gerak gi hospital..

neno neno neno...

sampai hospital, nurse check baby's heart beat and pasang ECG to monitor my contractions..sambil2 tu, amek i punyer medical history..ok..D.O.N.E.

Now, it's time to check the servix dilation..atau nama manjanya nak seluk tuuuttt..haiyyyaaa..tiba jugak masa menggerunkan ni!!

nurse tu rileks je bagi instruction..

u angkat kain belakang tu ke atas bon***, angkat kaki sket and kangkang..tapi u kena tahan, sebab ni sakit sikit..

masa tu, tang sakit i x pikir langsung pun, muka pulak yang rasa tebal semacam..MALUUUU!!!seb baik nurse, kalau kena ngan doctor lelaki, mahu i tarik kain tu tutup sampai atas muka kot!!

bila nurse tu masukkan tangan dia, HAAAA masa tu memang x rasa dah malu, baru rasa sakit!!nak nanges pun ada..tapi cuba sedaya upaya to maintain cool..hehehhe..

then, nurse cakap dilation baru 2 cm..kalau nak warded pun boleh, nak balik pun boleh..but she advice me to go back sebab for the first pregnancy, usually it will take longer time for cervix dilation..boleh jadi i bersalin hari ni, or mungkin jugak another 2-3 days..

so, daripada dok bosan kat ward tu, baik balik umah laa..

after a short consultation, i was released..dorang cuma bagi ubat untuk sapu kat tempat sakit belakang jer..coz seriously, the BACK PAIN WAS SOOOO INTENSE!!!

and up to now, walaupun dah apply the cream, sakit belakang tu macam x kurang langsung pun!!and the back pain buat i x rasa pun sakit contraction!!!hurmm...

announcing the arrival of...

the Syawal 1431H's babies..

Syaza Illyani bt Zulhairy, 18th September 2010

Nuraina Fitriah bt Noraidi, 17th September 2010

Ahmed Mateen b. Ahmad Munir, 18th September 2010

CONGRATULATIONS TO THE NEW MUMMIES

Syafa (mama Syaza), Intan (mama Aina) and Meen (mummy Mateen) for ur newborns..

sesungguhnya i sangat jeles dengan mereka yang dah selamat melahirkan their juniors..

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Hey you inside there,

x mahu join the club ker??

kawan nak main futsal and aweks sumer dah kuar la..

cepat2 kuar jugak tau..

mummy & ayah dah x sabar nak pakaikan ini semua kat u tau..

tiap2 hari dok belek bakul & baju2 tu..

ntah bila dapat belek n peluk cium tuannya pulak..

psst..semalam, mummy cakap ngan ayah, sumer babies lain dah kuar..bila laa prince charming mummy ni nak kuar pulak??then, u know what did he replied??

"anak ayah kan hero..hero memang kuar last skali!!!"

sungguh pengaruh movie hindustan okkk!!!

anyway baby,

mummy tau u love to be inside my tummy..

but don't take too long laa..

kita main kat luar pulak..

love u!!muaahhhh!!

mandi nifas vs mandi wiladah..WAJIB ke??

selamat 26 Ramadhan kawan2..

eh..dah 26 Ramadhan ker??lagi 5 hari nak raya ek??huiiyyooo..cepat betul rasanya Ramadhan tahun ni berlalu kan??or maybe i jer yang rasa cepat sebab jantung berdegup kencang pasal semakin dekat ngan raya, semakin dekat laa jugak i dengan due date!!!weehhhhuuu..

ok.cukup melalut sampai situ..

let's get into our main business!!*serios mode on*

hari ni, i nak share pasal mandi wiladah dan mandi nifas sebenarnya..

gambar ihsan google. sekadar hiasan bagi memeriahkan majlis.

all this while, i cuma tahu pasal kena mandi nifas je lepas bersalin...x tau pulak mandi wiladah pun ada jugak..atau dalam erti kata sebenarnya i tertido dalam kelas masa ustaz ajar pasal mandi wiladah dulu kot..terasa jahil di situ..

luckily, this issue was raised up kat my office few days back..tapi hari ni baru ada masa lebih sket to share here..then baru laa i mendapat ingatan tentang kewujudan mandi wiladah..

so, to make it clear for myself, i did some research todaysebab diri ini sangat laa cetek bab ilmu agama ni about mandi wiladah..yer laa hukum hakam agama ni bukan ley buat main kan..so, harus digali ilmu supaya x ada yang terpesong ikut ajaran ayah pin, apetah lagi membina kerajaan langit pulak.(ayat x nak kalah, ala2 ustazah di situ.)

ok, from what i've read, both mandi wiladah & mandi nifas adalah WAJIB untuk dilakukan oleh wanita selepas bersalin..bezanya mandi wiladah WAJIB dilakukan sebaik saja kita berupaya untuk membersihkan diri selepas bersalin..sedangkan mandi nifas WAJIB dilakukan selepas kering darah nifas (maximum 60 hari)...

ada sumber yang i baca tu mengatakan wiladah tu sama dengan air mani..sebab tu kena mandi wajib..regardless masa bersalin tu ada keluar darah atau pun x..aik??ada ek orang bersalin x keluar darah???konpius2..

ada jugak pendapat yang menyatakan, mandi wiladah WAJIB dilakukan oleh orang2 yang tahu..tapi kalau u all memang x tahu pasal mandi wiladah ni, x berdosa kalau x buat..wallahuaalam..anyway, kalau u baca this entry, means u dah tahu laa hukum mandi wiladah tu WAJIB kan??hehehhe..

fikir2kan..

dan..

selamat beramal!!! ;-)

delivery preparation

morning..

topik hari ni is about delivery preparation..owhh..bukan delivery Mc D or pizza yer..ini deliver baby punyer citer ok..

since school, isu sakit bersalin is an issue yang selalu we ols citer2 kat hostel..among girls la..yer laa kan, gatal bercouple, of coz ler gatal nak kawen gak time tuh..pastu kalau dah kawen, mesti laa kena beranak..seram hoih nak beranak..tengok pics or videos orang beranak pun dah serams, ini plak nak kena lalui sendiri..imagining how that small tiny hole nak kuarkan baby sebesar 2-3kg, then kena gunting plak and jahit at that part lagi...owwhhhh..tidakkkkkkk!!! seramss u!!!

*gambar di google untuk menakutkan diri sendiri*

and now, just another 108 days left to prepare myself towards that scene!!!! OMG!!!! takuuuuuutnyerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...cam x caye pun ade..

i baru je lepas chat with a fren, Ayeesha who just delivered to her adorable baby girl Adeilea..and of coz i korek2 her delivery experience laa kan..cam x cayer je borak ngan kawan sekolah pasal experience bersalin.rasa cam tua je plak..ngehngehngeh...

ni laa i jeles ni..Adeilea si comel in all pink..kalo kasik baby boy i pakai pink camneh, mau amuk en.hubby i..

so, from our conversation tadi, she said kena mentally ready for the delivery process sebab kalo jadi cam dia, she go through a phobia phase after the delivery coz not enough ready..first baby laa katakan...plus, dia bersalin lagi awal dari due date..tapi alhamdulillah, everythings ok.. but she said, kalau sekarang suh dia bersalin lagi, dia ok jerr..;-) Adeilea berjaya dilahirkan secara normal without induce after struggling about 10 hours!!!*clap2 to Ayeesha*

maknanyer, selain dari sibuk prepare barang2 keperluan baby and mummy, kena prepare dari segi mental and physical gak ler..haishhh..cemane laa agaknyer nak mentally prepared tu ek??nak hilangkan perasaan takut ni..must be neves giler melalui saat2 genting tu..hope everything is fine for me...

tatatititutu