last night susah giler nak tido..pusing kiri salah, pusing kanan salah..
contractions???
ada laa jugak, but still not so frequent..
around 3.45 a.m, i rasa cam nak kencing..tapi sebab malas, wait for few more minutes..*tunggu bladder betul2 penuh laa kononnya* but then, tiba2 rasa macam ada mende yang mengalir keluar from cik V..which is exactly the same feels like macam kita tengah period..
"aik, x kan I terkencing dalam seluar kot???"
cepat2 bangun and pergi toilet..
"aiyak!!its BLOOD on my panties!!"
rileks..rileks..rileks..
kejut hubby yang baru jer tido tu..n he was like refusing to go to the hospital..weh, boleh lak gitu laki aku neh??ngantuk laa tuh..sape suh tido lambat..*geram sekejap disitu* oohh..memang habit hubby i tido lambat kalau keesokan hari dia x keje..and he happens to take leave today..saje nak stand by kot2 baby nak kuar katanya..
tapi dalam x nak bangun, and mata merah menyala tu, dia bangun jugak laa..i siap2, terus gerak gi hospital..
neno neno neno...
sampai hospital, nurse check baby's heart beat and pasang ECG to monitor my contractions..sambil2 tu, amek i punyer medical history..ok..D.O.N.E.
Now, it's time to check the servix dilation..atau nama manjanya nak seluk tuuuttt..haiyyyaaa..tiba jugak masa menggerunkan ni!!
nurse tu rileks je bagi instruction..
u angkat kain belakang tu ke atas bon***, angkat kaki sket and kangkang..tapi u kena tahan, sebab ni sakit sikit..
masa tu, tang sakit i x pikir langsung pun, muka pulak yang rasa tebal semacam..MALUUUU!!!seb baik nurse, kalau kena ngan doctor lelaki, mahu i tarik kain tu tutup sampai atas muka kot!!
bila nurse tu masukkan tangan dia, HAAAA masa tu memang x rasa dah malu, baru rasa sakit!!nak nanges pun ada..tapi cuba sedaya upaya to maintain cool..hehehhe..
then, nurse cakap dilation baru 2 cm..kalau nak warded pun boleh, nak balik pun boleh..but she advice me to go back sebab for the first pregnancy, usually it will take longer time for cervix dilation..boleh jadi i bersalin hari ni, or mungkin jugak another 2-3 days..
so, daripada dok bosan kat ward tu, baik balik umah laa..
after a short consultation, i was released..dorang cuma bagi ubat untuk sapu kat tempat sakit belakang jer..coz seriously, the BACK PAIN WAS SOOOO INTENSE!!!
and up to now, walaupun dah apply the cream, sakit belakang tu macam x kurang langsung pun!!and the back pain buat i x rasa pun sakit contraction!!!hurmm...